1: for luck, 2: for love.

xoxocharms @ 2008-04-02T04:41:00

2008-04-01T20:52:42Z

okay you guys, i'm back ! (:
i've been too lazy and busy to write.
so anyhow, i've been busy with vaunt III and the kings of freedom project.
vaunt III? kings of freedom project? HUH??
okay okay.
READ ON.

seriously, im super hyped about this project for 4 reasons.

one: the berlin wall is coming to singapore! (well four of them walls are coming)
two: there are competitions for this project which allows you to win like k-k-krazy cool prizes
three: i have friendz who are organising this project, and i'm super bias because i love them.
four: it's so cool la. how many times do the berlin wall actually come to singapore ??

yah. so im actually taking part on one of the competitions called the - The Call for Ideas Competition
which is pretty simple, that's why i'm joining. haha.

well.. basically all this competition is about is to submit a proposal of a design facility solution for the berlin wall
(such as an F&B outlet) to house the four slabs of the Berlin Wall that is both functional and attractive.
This physical facility aims at creating a fun and attractive environment to surround this important historical piece,
in order to sustain publicinterest to the Wall from the moment of its unveiling.
simple right? and wht's been told is that the prizes are HUGE!

since, it's so easy, with a big prize waiting and it's a nationwide project. and your idea might just be chosen.
SO why not just JOIN !?
just crank up those creative juices of yours and start penning down ideas!
well for more information, visit http://www.kingsoffreedom.com, or email atenquiries@kingsoffreedom.com

it's something to look out for.
really,

it's 4:49am and i just came back from a day of discovery centre and cs with a couple of mad friends.
i love kim, rina, chai and kumar because they make me happy.
i am dreading the day of 16th april because that's when i'll be working like a dog for six solid months.
i am looking forward for tm because i'll be heading to sentosa & and i am praying for the skies to be nice to me.
sometimes i wish i could sleep early but my body clock seems to refuse to.
and i can't wait for vaunt III, can you ?

xoxo.
:D

xoxocharms @ 2007-11-23T02:48:00

2007-11-22T19:40:36Z

it hurts to see your close friends hurt.
esp when you know what they're exactly going through.
it sucks even more when no matter how much you've said.
nothing changes.
& yet. there's nothing you can do but to listen.

i don't blame them. it's just how we function.
sometimes i just wish i could run into a wall or throw myself off a cliff.
whichever that comes first to sight.

rina. chai. tanny. ed.
i know ya'll are gg through a tough time with your person.
so i'm here if ya'll need me.

i chatting w each other when i was just beside her.

this is what bratz does during sleepovers
no pizzas, no tiki drinks.
just plain retardedness

HAHA

xoxocharms @ 2007-11-16T02:27:00

2007-11-15T19:37:52Z

But we carry on our backs the burden

Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.

E.C
Ok. Stop. And I REALLY mean STOP having stupid nightmares of cat's scratching/biting/eating you.
I hope you know that you made yourself sound like a COMPLETE retard over the phone.
Now you know why there are many many many reasons why I'm afraid of you?
And stop being angsty already. Your fucking pissed off 247. And it's annoying me.
That's NO attitude to bring to when we watch BRATZ next week k? ZOMG Totally !
You, Me and the rest of the Tiarazzzzzz.
:D Haha! I know you can't wait.
And please I know you secretly love TeamTiara!
BRAT-itude hunbunzzz !

& you know totally made my day?

I really love you so so so so much ZIPING!
(((((:

And tonight, I'm having the most honest conversation with someone I never thought I'll ever have with.
And sometimes it's hard to take it from someone whom I've hardly spoken to come talk to me about matters of the heart.
Though it's making me cry, I appreciate it with all honesty and love.
You're like the big brother I always dreamed of having.
I wish I had conversations like this with my family, but no one talks any more.
So thank you.

Hate that I love you / Rihanna&Neyo

xoxocharms @ 2007-11-13T01:29:00

2007-11-12T17:53:36Z

E.C
Thank you for being such a dear.
The two songs and the writings were so apt.
And I know that you know what I'm going through.
So I'm thankful that you're trying your best to be around for me.
I know I'm your only bimbo friend that you want to keep. (:

E&C
You know that you two are my best friends in the whole wide world.
& I love ya'll for constantly being there for me.
It's been a tough time for all of us.
But we have each other, & the distractions!
You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Love is suicide does not apply to the two of you.
Because you two are Wandi-ful. (HAHA)
OMG! LETS GO TEAM TIARA! YAY US.

Kbye!

On a high - Gabriel&Dresden

xoxocharms @ 2007-11-01T02:15:00

2007-10-31T18:17:53Z

like i use to say,
people always leave.

and now, you're really gone.
and you plan to stay that way.
~~0609~~

xoxocharms @ 2007-10-19T08:15:00

2007-10-19T00:32:53Z

OMG.
(: (: (: (: (: (:
YAY FOR THE NEW TIME TABLE.
Sports Media Marketing with Reza Bryan Hoon Daniel Shona !
!!!!!!
Awesomeness.

That's me for a whole semester.
I'd better got for all my lectures this time!
Since I promise MS CSS that I'd attend. :\
YAY ETHAN GUO FOR RADIOPRO!

I'm not sure if I'm actually lookinf forward to school.

xoxocharms @ 2007-08-24T02:56:00

2007-08-23T19:49:31Z

ok. so it's the holeeeeeedays now.
ho-hum. i miss school, strangely. i'm usually not the one who misses school.
but home is so borrrrrrring. i swear.
oh and it's only day 5 of my holidays.
meehee.

okay.
so studying is very not productive.
bryan cannot sitting still at all. i swear i wanted to pin him down to the ground.
gah gah gah. it's been so long not blogging i don't know what to type anymore.

krunk II @ sentosa.
natalie chan (:

I HEART YE.

that's auggy and i at dxo.
him and all his hair.
(:

and just as i'm looking through my phothbooth trying to look for random pictures to load.
i just realised that jackie and rachel hijacked my comp and camwhore-d a good 40 pictures of themselves.
SHAME ON YOU SILLY CREATURES !

and......

i swear denise and fred

fred and denise tend to get a lil out of hand at times....

i hope you remember yourself in a bikini fred ! and your fake boobs.

finally!

ok. that took like a few hours.

love show / skye.

xoxocharms @ 2007-08-07T12:12:00

2007-08-07T04:19:23Z

sometimes,
i think you gta have the extra material stuffs for friends to stick by you.
maybe it's an unfair statement.
but it's true.
not all.
but it seems like i have enough to make me think this way.

-

anyway,
i found this adobe illustrator site that teach you how to do this !

from this.

to this.

to this.

and finally!

anyone interested to do this with me ?!
stef? reza? shona? bryan? rina? chai? mm. anyone???

i want to make my pictures like how they did in scanner darkly.
AH. pretty (:

xoxocharms @ 2007-07-16T01:14:00

2007-07-15T17:46:55Z

I hope you know that you're the stinkiest slut alive.
& if one day, you really do push me off the edge.
I'll fucking pin you to the ground
& stab you in the face.

I know I sound way bad.
But you started this.
So game on, bitch.

-

So after waking up at like, 430pm today.
I swear, I do not have enough sleep during the weekends.
Met Hakeeeeeem in town for dinner at Indochine
& Harry Potpot at Vovo GV Max with the ZOMGSUPERR BIGGASS SCREEN PLZ.
It wasn't that awesome. Thank God we didn't get the Gold Class tickets.
Ho-hum.
On line shopping's dope !

Happy birthday Tanny. (:

xoxocharms @ 2007-07-10T01:38:00

2007-07-09T17:41:07Z

"I gots to tell you man.
it's not globalisation.
It's nigga-lisation yo.
Nigga fo'sho."

Quote of the day.
By AuggyJudeChetty AKA Ah Neh.

Oh hello Auggy.
Just to let you know ?
YOUR FRIGGIN EZ LINK CARD FLEW TO MY BAG !!
Haha. Don't you just love me for that ?

xoxocharms @ 2007-07-07T20:25:00

2007-07-07T12:51:45Z

it's 8:25PM & i'm dead tired but i can't get to sleep.
i'm supposed to be at central clarke quay starbucks to meet hakim.
plus we gta work later on at 11pm. zomg.
i can't quite think straight now and i haven't blogged in 5678876545637 years.
midnight swimming and bbq & playing mortal kombat on ko's bigass screen could not get any better.
ko. your house is fantabulously big. i want to marry it.
/:

bummer.

stacy! koko! pictures please.
i heart yall.

stef&charms.
(:

ok. bye now.

xoxocharms @ 2007-05-11T00:07:00

2007-05-10T16:32:54Z

one night with the greatest friends all together.
this was probably my best birthday ever.
dinner at villabali and zouk mambojumbo with
JOAN, TANNY, JANSEN, BUBU, KENNY, MUNYOKE,
RINA, CHAI, SONG, KOKO, MICH AND HAKIM.
despite the poor lighting, humid weather, nonsense service/food.
i had one helluva time.
thank you kim & chai, for the best surprise everr.
(((: i was a happypot on my birthday.

STEF&MICH: thank you sweetie for the sweets and card. im loving it.
im'a hang the card up in my room cos it's so nonsense and cute.
thank you girls. i love yall (:

JACKIE: thank you for the cake you bought me ! (: you're sucha darling.

&the rest: thank you for the birthday wishes and hugs. (: i love you all to bits.

pictures up soon.
dearest joan anne and rina arent very efficient.
meehee.

love soon - john mayer.

xoxocharms @ 2007-05-08T15:29:00

2007-05-08T07:40:49Z

and my heart has started to separate.

frementle/perth.

xoxocharms @ 2007-04-27T18:04:00

2007-04-27T12:24:36Z

im back after my short hiatus.
if you guys haven't heard of read.
perth (which was like about 3 weeks ago) was G-R-E-A-TTTT !
everything is so much nicer and prettier as compared to singapore.
ohwell now that that is over and gone with,
welcome back to the real world hun.

everyday's like a huge nightmare, and i'd like to wake up now, thank you very much.

so i din go to school today cos my body temperature
went up to a unbelievable 40.0 deg.
ok totally freak out.
so im staying home and resting.
the father thinks i got dengue, rightos.
so anyhoo i'll be home tm. cos the doc gave a two day mc.

because of you - neyo.

xoxocharms @ 2007-03-13T15:56:00

2007-03-13T08:19:37Z

don't be so cruel
i'm everything that i need

on our way to meet our dear fhm gnd.
clara's friggin white la !

dianna tai. vote for her preaseeeeee.

dees and allan.

@butterfactory.

fiona. dianna. me. chai.

javveeeeier

the ever most charming jit in the whole wide world.

maine and the soaked gang.

-screams. omg jit. so HAMSUM.

haha. don roll your eyes when you see this jit.

Psycho-babble.

2007-03-05T20:08:29Z

jit. why are you so oh-so-charming in that costume lookalike
on your msn picture. so so humsum.
i drooled x5675454.
i couldn't control myself.
when i leave for aussie,
i will so so so miss you, botak, gang, rave and the rest of the monkeys in attica.
i will bring all of your pictures to aussie and make sure i have them beside my pillow.
i thank god for bringin such happiness to my life because of you guys.
PFFFFFTTTTTTTT.
jit you better get ready that tandoori chicken for clara and i.
HAHA.
im sure you're all ready set go to booost up the ticket sales while you take over me being the door.b !

plus,
this is to remind you that you have to remind me to go help you check ur schedule on thursday night for e weekend.

ok. tm i am gg to meet clara (if she wakes up early) then we will go meet ryan.s
then i will go get my new RED MOTORAZR.
yowza. yay go me !
:D :D :D
swee swee la.

nothing comes easily.

2007-03-04T19:56:31Z

guys and their eyes.
right not chai.
eyes and their swells.
ppfffffttt.

seriously tho, i need to start giving myself a break.
i should stop thinking and you should stop talking.
it would make things so much easier.
[*] don't make things complicated.
i can't deal with complicated.
i don need complicated in my life right now.
so there.

& bubu would read this and say to herself
wtf is nenghui writing again la.
HAHA. you would have known if you and the bitesize girl didn't punk out on our meeting
because of the RAIN & your TV SHOW.
you guys punked out. so ya'll settle another date harrrrrrr.
plus that sok cheng also whole night mahjonging, whole day sleeping.
im leaving on the 18th, just so you know ! :D

attica.
thurs 10 - 3
fri 9 - 5
sat 9 - 5
-yawn.

TANNY. I ASKED TO WORK ON THURS BECAUSE OF YOUR REDBULL EVENT.
SO YOUR EVENT BETTR BE AFTER 10PM. IF NOT IM WORKING FOR NTHG.
LET ME KNOW SOK. :D

people come and go.

Grow Up & Blow Away.

2007-03-01T17:31:07Z

and lately, i've been living my days glass-half-empty.
i have work tm.
g-g-g-grreat.

unlike me - kate havnevik.

ED.

my polaris = me.
bryan looy = well, bryan.
SHONA; = hm. shona.

my polaris. says:
can you do a striptease for me on the web cam ?? hahaha

bryan looy says:
im naked already. waiting for you hahahahahahhahaha
FUCK U LA. THE CAM IS FOR MY SISTER TO COMMUNICATE W US LA!

my polaris. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
DAMNIT

bryan looy says:
tml wear skirt okay neng. easy access. i shall fulfill ure dream once and for all!

my polaris. says:
AHAHAHAA ALL YOU BOYS EVER THINK ABT IS THE FASTEST WAY TO GET INTO A GIRLS SKIRT.
EASY ACCESS. HOW ABT ME ? HOW ABT WANTING TO KNOW ME ?? HAHAHAHHAAH !

bryan looy says:
i know u already

my polaris. says:
SEX IS ALL YOU GUYS THINK ABT. YOU'RE NASTY

bryan looy says:
its just that i know u OUT. but i wanna know u IN OUT. if u know what i mean neng.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

bryan looy says:
imaginations are good sometimes ah!
hahahah got snakes got terrorists got jessica(YA SHE's MY FRIEND)
what a perfect combination

SHONA; says:
Can Johnny Knoxville be sitting on my lap the entire plane ride, please?

bryan looy says:
ok shona.

SHONA; says:
Thank you Bryan.

bryan looy says:
be sure i will let the producers know about that small request.
how about u sit on him

SHONA; says:
No no, we want him alive, thanks.

my polaris. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

bryan looy says:
hahahahahahhahaha true again
ok good thinking shona.

my polaris. says:
yah yah well done shona

bryan looy says:
i shall promote u to the excutive producer.

SHONA; says:
OH OH THANK YOU.
Do I get a personal man slave now?

insane. really.

GGISUCHAMRNJRK.

2007-02-28T20:34:09Z

UNfrigginBELIEVABLE.
i swear i have every right to feel irritated right now.
EVERY RIGHT.
what kind of ~~guy~~ moron says that ?
you are so so amazing.
chai i am still in shock/amazement/disbelief.
i can confidently tell you he's definitely enjoying it.
DEFINITELY.
suckerrrzzzz.

.
okay. im done ranting.
i feel better already.
ppffttt.
what a liar parker lahhhh.
nasty dodgey boy.

royksopp - what else is there

Be still, My heart.

2007-02-26T18:20:54Z

i was just friendster-ing & i went to joan anne's blog and saw this.

"Who I Want To Meet.
A Porn Star with voluptuous breasts and a wet pussy.
Come to me, Bitch! "

seriously tho, joananne ?!
meehee. i'll see you and boobs on friday :D

well i didn't only see joan's profile,
but i saw mr.friend and ms.uggs.
AHAHAH. okay i am not mean.
clara is. and i am most definitely not a boyfriend stealer you skank.
he's a dodgey lil boy now isn't he ?

-

anyway everyone should go for the euro funfair in hougang.
effing slam la the vortex.
chai and i went for two rounds on the vortex.
i wanted to puke. but it felt so goood.
insane, i know. it's a natural high.
:D so go people, go !
it's ten bucks on the vortex tho.
slam la.
-

ANYHOW,
HAPPY 19TH RYAN SZETOH !!
IM SORRY I FORGOT.
hope you had fun.
(:

xoxocharms @ 2007-02-23T03:10:00

2007-02-22T19:13:11Z

i had the intention of putting up the new gwen stefani video,
but lj's being a real bitch.
so here's the link.
gwen stefani's really gorgeous.

THE SWEET ESCAPE.

-

well well now,
isn't mr javier here the most charming boy you've seen ?
har-vee-air, you so humsum.

-
"eh wha lao ! what is this la.
vee-loh-city !? what nonsense."
says clarathecow.

"it's VELOCITY la !"
says javier.
-

-
"haha. yah ! has a total new ring to it ah ?"
says charms.

"new ring ? really ? who's got a new ring ?!"
says everinathebimbo.
-

and tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet ?

xoxocharms @ 2007-02-14T01:01:00

2007-02-13T17:01:34Z

thanks for the love, mom.

anyway im totally swamped this week.
photog popquiz tm.
mmprin exam on friday.
per comm indi speech on friday.
work. work. work.
zzzzzzzzzzz.
good la har.

anyway a big spanks to eugene wong.
hahahaa. yes yes what would i do without you ? i said.
and you said i'd wither and die.
without you i wouldnt have found out abt ____. ahaha.
and for that, i am eternally thankful.
you play sucha impt role in my life eugene wong.
im sure you din know that riiiiiiiiight.
don go running off on vday with *ahem* your secret date.
MEEHEE.
we know who la har.
:D

im crossing every finger i have that jeremiah thong and munyoke and malcolm comes to tp.
more fun la ! hahaha.
thong ah thong, don worry so much la. 10 pointer, which poly wouldnt want you !?
relaxing only. go down tp, ask wilson help you with admission.
easypeasy dude ! totally.
and munyoke i can help with your portfoilio if you need !
plus we have rina and uhm clara, last resort la hor. ahah.
lovelove.

so so swamped.
ppgs ! good luck on your papers.
(:
meet soon ah prease. i miss yall.
we were supp ta go dress shopping or sthg like that.
hoho.

omg this you guys have got to see !
ABSO-HILARIOUS ! click.
credits to stef wee.
HAHA.

ok so i have new pictures.

jansen and tanny.

haha. love the new look tanny.
definitely working for you.
(:

happy valentine's you guys !

the walk - imogen heap.

cos there's beauty in the breakdown.

2007-02-06T17:42:14Z

stop yelling already.
i need a break.
i need you to stop.

-

i love my very weird&funny friends,
vanessa cheong BUBU and joan anne lim OOI HONG.
BETTER meet sooon okay.
joan keep yourself nice smelling please
and bubu, keep that hole of yours small and sacred.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i heart THEPPGS many many.
(((((:

xoxocharms @ 2007-02-05T02:19:00

2007-02-05T17:25:15Z

i stuck my hand into the MOUTH OF TRUTH.
to have my 'fortune' told.
and here's what it said.

#1. you find it difficult to cope with vervous tension.
#2. you are very astute.
#3. those who wish to shut in the light shit in nothing but darkness... don't be afraid to love!
#4. as long as you can achieve your ambitions you don't care about anyone else's feelings.

plus i have a
3/9 for life
3/9 for love
9/9 luck
7/9 for health
9/9 for sex.

HAW HAW.
that happens when you're bored in sentosa.

-
after watching jackass, i just had to.

JOHNNY KNOXVILLE & BAM MAGERA IS LOVE !

KOKO HOUSE TM !
(:

have you had yours too ?

2007-01-30T17:56:30Z

/Ed.

when i mentioned sacrifices.
i sure as hell didn't mean that i sacrificed alot to be in a friendship with you.
and if i was unhappy with our friendship, i wouldn't still be trying.
would i ?

you should know that i wouldn't say that or mean that.
but if it made you feel that way then i am sorry. okay, i really am.
sacrifice was just the wrong word to use. maybe effort would have been better ? i dont know.
but how i wanted it to be sent across was definitely not how you perceived it.

i didnt know you took it the wrong way till B told me.
which okay, i would have been pretty MAD if i perceived it the way you did.
the sacrifices card trumps everything else slutty and bad anyone could say.
im sorry, alongside with the hypersensitvity,
with the follow-up moodswings,
together with the occasionally fucked up attitude that i give with my moodswings.
all of that.
i really am.

so,
ready ?

Drink up baby down. 
Mmm, are you in or are you out? 
Leave your things behind, 
Cos it's all going off without you. 
'Scuze me, too busy, 
You're writing your tragedy. 
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when, 
You've no idea what you're like.

So let go 
Jump in 
Oh well whatcha waiting for? 
It's alright, 
Cos there's beauty 
In the breakdown. 
Yeah let go 
Just get in 
Oh, it's so amazing here. 
It's alright, 

Cos there's beauty 
In the breakdown. 

-

Althea. you liar parker.
so much for, very easy one ! jus sit down and answer calls and read your own magazine.
i made 400+ calls without the flippers of the magazine !
and it was like a freakin iceberg in the officeeeee.
bless the soul of the one taking over me tm ahhh.
HARDY HAR HAR.
 -

tanny my love.
spanks yous.
xie xie ni ting ze wo ku he nao.
wo zhi dao zhe me zuo le.
wo ai si ni le sok sok.
-

eh d.i.anna !
when is ur fhm thingy ah ?
chai rin and i will go down and support you with placards !
MEEHEE.
SETS.
-
HsinQin said to me in MSN.
"BTW, based on the last statistics released, communications graduates face the 
highest unemployment rate of 6% among other grads."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
wah he's good la har ?




i'm ready when you are.


over my head / the fray